new year.
It was a month after christmas and all though the rutledge house, there we smiles and lot and lots of naps.
Ry and i have been so busy latly with outtings and adventures that last week believie it or not we took the whole week to ourselves and relaxed every evening. it was very nice. But now this week as our life goes back to more normal pace where we are workiong lots of hours and socializing alot.
Work is wonnderful and yet very odd al at the smae time. One of the gurls is getting married and that is very very exciting. So it is exciting to see her go thought the wedding process.
Ry is doing well. Pray for his job situation as it is getting alittle sticky and rough. Sp please pray for gods gudaice and faith for him to make it though.
My birthday is coming up and i dunno what i am going to do at all. Maybe just have a nite or day with friends and hang out. nothing to wild.
Ry and I are doing so well i am still enjoying every moment of our relationship even the busy ones. Or the lying in bed ones or the ones were we are makeing supper together or doing the dishes together. its awsome i love it. its like everyday we fall more in love with eachother or at least i do with him. i cant even describe it because its so beautiful. and wonderful.
Well nothing else is soo new so as time goes on so will I.
God bless.
love.
The snow is falling
its beautiful!
the stratford area is finally coverd in snow. i am soo excited. i love the snow. it gets me more in the christmas spirit. i guess i have always thought there was snow when Jesus was born. Anywase, well married life is good and ry and i are getting the swing of things. I really do love being with him. its soo fun. Soo with christmas coming ry and i have put up a tree that we got given to us by a friends aunt, she also gave us lights with the tree. Man she has blessed us the tree is wonderful but we dont ahve many ordiements only like 8-10 to be exact! so ry and i are having a ppl over and asking them to bring an ordiement for out tree so that we can have more and also have them to remember ppl by. It should be wonderful! So yesterday we went to the santa cluse parade and we walked with my work and gave out candy canes. it was fun but bitterly cold. Ry and i have had a busy weekend and i dont think it is going to slow down. we have things booked until wednesday i believe. its a busy life. but we are both saying No to alot of thing also. to make time for us. but i miss just being with him and having those wild dates and crazy times we had on our honey moon. but well we cant live like that all the time. i wish tho. maybe over christmas we can take some time just for us. a couple days where we sleep in and stay up late together curled up in eachothers arms watching old christmas movies. ohh i cant wait for that! anywase, work is swell and i am learning lots. but as we speak i should be getting ready for work. well Merry christmas if i dont get a chance to get back on here until after.
So as time has past I am married and i am now refered to often as an old married woman. I am definitly not old.
but i cant really write much but i can say the the wedding was amazing and if you missed it you missed a great one.
I am working at this store call P'lovers.....Planet lovers...is what the title stands for. its an enviromental store filled with organic and natural things. I like working there alot.
Living with Ryan is amazing! i love it.
anywase, i gtg to work but send me some post.
PLEASE PRAY!
Well the road of life is tough right now and slowly i am loosing faith. I have applied to jobs everyday for almost 2 months and nothing has came up but a mizley 20 hour a week job in which they havent paed me for a month. I am soo fustrated and broken. Ryan and i wont have enough $ if i dont get a job that pays at least 10$ an hour and 40 hours a week at the least. I am even tring to work in a factory. My worst nitemare. But i think i have to. I dont see God rght now or what he is doing. I am fustrated, crying and have no modivation to even apply anymore. Planing a wedding is a brezze compared to tring to find a job. Please pray for me. Pray for God to show himself to me and that i would see it. Pray for Him to calm my heart and my soul. To bring a peace over all of them. I feel like giving up on this whole job thing and just liviing in a cardboard box down by the river and not doing anything.
du du dun da du du dun da
60 days a counting.!!!
WOW only 2 months before i am married.
thats insanse. but i am well excited.
Sad because come ppl who i really love and care about cant come but still excited cause its my WEDDING Day!!!
Plans are going great and life is just bouncein.
i have been feeling a little sick latly soo i think i will do a couple day fast to give my body a break as reccomended by my doctor. He says that especially around this time i will need to be eating better and alot more smaller meals but i havent really been doing that and i have been eating out with alot of ppl lately cause of all meetings with friends and chats and good things. but i do know that this fast will do me good as the doc says it gives your digestive track some time to rid the toxiens and build new ones soo i will start tommrow and rid my body of all things bad and evil. ha ha.
BUT wedding plans are good. I have done the flowers and i have done the majority of decorations and got my gurls gifts and everyhting. I seem to think it is going good and quite easy not too much stress. But yes, there is some stress.
speaking of that: can you pray for ry and I because its getting rough at times for us to hear GOD or for us to hear our own hearts. We have been feeling alot of ppl telling us what to do latly and not letting us be us. So pray that we would ahve better filters to listen the wisdom and to shut out the "junk" or use less stuff.
Umm but other than that i am glad RSVPs are comming in and i ahve only heard nos from a few ppl. but currently 50 ppl are coming. We are soo excited. whoo
So i found a job, I am orking part time at the Bricck Funriture store. ITs fun but i a only part time which sucks. i wish i was full time. Soon maybe tho.. But i am still looking forsomething. more suiting to me. so keep praying.
well i dunno what else is new. but 60 days will come fast soo i am well excited to see you all. If you havent got and invite tell me and i will send one over. HUGS
byes
Peace.
Well here we go again. I'm out on a search for a job once again. Man jobs that are good are hard to come by around here. My employer fired me because I refused work when there was a natural gas leak. so regardless later on that day he called me and fired me. And for you government/legal people thinking through this "No he can not fire me" due to my refusal for an unsafe work place. So i'm now going through all the legalities and such with the health and saftey board. Its the worst. I dunno what to do but i know he wronged me and he shouldnt have.
But however i am out looking for a job as i ahve been for the past two weeks or so anywase cause i have been being treated the crap by my bosses wife. So today i have a job interview and i hope it goes well. It is for some financal thing. I dunno if i want to be doing it but we will see. My math skills are poopy and my head skills are brutal but i can use a calculater just fine. I dunno. I hope to get this deilivery driver one. But who knows probably alot of people applied and i probably done have enough experience. but i'll try no harm in that!
Although, i should feel stressed and sad and wanted a job fast. I am not, i feel at peace about this one. I think that god has given me a huge greater piece about all of this so that i dont worry or anything. i dunno you would think i should be alittle worried considering that i am getting married in 88 days(i think thats right). I dunno. I think that i might have to wait for something but then the right thing is gunna come up in no time. And i am gunna like it. Its gunna use my skills and who God has made me. So i wait paticently on God for Him to lead me to my next step. Pray with me as i seek for Gods guidance.
Wedding Update.
Well i have now booked the hall and the church. OH ya and the date. It will be on september 30 at 4 oclock and the reception- in tavistock where ryan is from- will follow the ceremony -memorial baptist church my home church. We are quite excited. and i am quite nervous all at the same time. I made all the gentelmans crosages yesterday. that was fun. Last week along with some of my girlfriends and mom and mom in law made about 150 intevations. we still have about 50 more to go we think. We meet witht eh wedding planner today and we hope to get a good deal and yet have things look nice and pretty. We also are saving money but doing a potluck instead of catering. Way cheaper and more suiting to who we are. Ohh ya the coloures are expresso brown and tea rose Pink. They are beautiful together. And the flowers are mainly gurber daisys the light pink ones. umm so ya things are going. My dress was already bought before he proposed because i knew it was coming soon and it had to be ordered or it wouldnt get here in time. But still its exciting. I am soo excited. Ohh ya on sat the house that ryan and i wanted came avalible to us soo we have now got a house. it has 2 bed rooms 1 bathroom and office livingroom and kitchen with stove fridge dishwasher and washer and dryer. ya its sweet and only 800 a month. So amazing....ohh did i meantion that there are 2 decks and a large amount of parking. and he is painting it whatever colour we want and redoing the carpets. SuPeR DuPEr excited. I cant wait. well yes i can but you know what i mean....
well i best be off to watch some gilmore gurls and then to figureing out who will give me the better deal on flowers, to my job interview, to picking up enlevops for the inatations, to finishing the invites, to taking a meg's style nap, to ryan and i signing a lease, to us going to the wedding planers, then out to hang out with another couple, then hopefully to bed with me.
I got News!!
Hey everyone.
Well on the weekend Ryan Proposed. So were getting married. Its so exciting!!! I think we are going to be hoping for the 30 of sept. I am soo excited.
He proposed on the beach with root beer floats and a big bowl of popcorn that also had my ring in it. Oh ya did i forget to mention the Sunset. Ya it was beautiful . He was all cute and asked me on one knee and ofcourse he asked my parents first. HE is a keeper. ha ha
anywase, thought i would share my exciting news.
